merriweathering

it's a friday evening as i start to write this, waiting for my last class of the semester to start. this might also be my last class ever as a university student, so, as the sap i try (and fail) not to be, it's gotten me thinking about these almost six years here in my university.

i remember many years ago dreaming about being a student here, when i wasn't even sure of what i wanted to do for a living. i remember eight years ago coming into this very building for the first time to sign up for university entrance exam prep classes, and feeling like this was my place. i still didn't know back then.

fast forward almost six years later, and i still don't feel like i know what i'm doing most times. but if all those years have taught me anything, it's that it's fine to not know what you're doing sometimes. most of us are figuring things out as we go. and it's fine to take your time with things.

i don't really know where i'm going with this journal, i'm just thankful. as someone who has an incredibly hard time with ending cycles and changes, i'm grateful to be in a state of mind where i feel ready to close this chapter and start new ones.

stay safe and healthy as usual, friends <3 let’s make may a month full of good memories!